CREATIVE WRITING

CONTENTS

REQUIEM FOR A COSMONAUT

THROUGH A LOOKING GLASS DARKLY

THE GIRL FROM BLUES AND FUGUES

INDUSTRY OF FEAR (AND LOATHING)

A GEORGINA WEEKEND

CANTICUM SUBTERRENUS

TRANSPARENCY OF FILMIC DEATH

NAOMI

TIMESTEPS SHE

NIGHTS ON EARTH

MAYAN CASTLES IN THE CLOUDS

BLUSH AND BLOOM

BEWAREHOUSE

MISS DYS

DEATH AND THE INDUSTRIAL NIGHT

THE BEGINNING OF THE END (AFTER THX 1138)

WE

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[Image from SOLARIS – Andrei Tarkovsky, 1972]

REQUIEM FOR A COSMONAUT

Convulsions of an immortal mentality

Felt through the cosmonautical agony

In zero gravity

Suspended Slavic limbs

Levitating Earthly dreams

The collected unconscious

And the cosmonauts’ fatal reflections

Their mirrors of common thread

Are invisibly directed…

By the willpower of the unknown

A blurred paradigm over aeons

An indiscernible mental storm

Requiems in foetal form

A death sleeping

Human memory slipping

Merging

With an alien emerging

Through the shards of glass

Comes a phantom of the past

Wooed by an isolated occupant

In apocryphal reveries somnambulant

Window on galactic space

Rhomboid of light on her face

Wife of an astronomer

Transposed closer –

False rebirth of a past adventure

Her presence –

A product of his essence

The planetary mind

In time and tide

draws on the oceans

the continents

of his conscience

Sentient gravity on the bloodstream

Earthy yearnings for her hills and streams

Terrestrial appetence

Not celestial indifference

She

An amorous poltergeist

Seemingly real

With sudden impulses

And little tragedies for fingers

Penetrates through the barriers

Corridors of steel

Chambers of this maze

Alpha-Omega of this satellite

Fixed in the unblinking gaze

Of the planet’s light

Astronomer under a cosmic microscope

Eloping with necromantic hope

But…for the cosmonaut

isolation is the torment

Mistress to space travellers

His renascent wife wanders…

…Labyrinths of space laboratories

Libraries of trigonometry

She

Corporeal yet not wholly manifest

Summoned by the languished

Bleeds light impulses across time-lapses

Mimicking the memories of elation and anguish

Paroxysm of paradox – she collapses

The womb of time out of control

His tomb of memory released

Iron enters the soul

Across the pre-natal vacuum

Before and after a requiem

Once enraptured

Now captured…

The planet’s mortal mirrors of storms and sea

Face to face with the portal of infinity

Between nullity and eternity

As human sentience under the gaze of this sphere

Is appropriated then disappears

The final evolution?

The ultimate execution?

The roar of Aion………………..

The silence


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March 31, 1979

Inspired by the film ‘Solaris’, by Andrei Tarkovsky, and the book by Stanislaw Lem. Written after seeing the film, and also ‘The Silence’, a film by Ingmar Bergman (though the above only makes reference to the latter in the last line).

The ineluctable modality of the inaudible’ – James Joyce

[Image from THROUGH A GLASS DARKLY – Ingmar Bergman, 1961]

THROUGH A LOOKING GLASS DARKLY

Leaning against the eyes of the wallpaper

The noses and ears of the torn images of themselves

The anxious girl

Feeling dragons

Rosaries of tongues and tails

With her blind fingers

Her cheeks aroused by the hands of the wind

The gust of a past external moment

She turned toward the wounded verticle

Her Swedish eyes trace the cutaneous decoration

The paper peelings licking the air of the chamber

The wallpaper is applauding the ceremonial wind

Affording a hole in the wall – the language of breath

Her nimble nervous fingers

Flirt with the torn orifice

Flap-flapping in

The inhalation of the adjacent window

This dark gaping wound

Its plasma is the shadow it casts within

A negative circle reborn

At the whim of luminiferous agents

She is curious

Quivering with apprehension

Her Swedish breasts are pointed

With the chilling winds

Tugging at her nightdress beseechingly

And then the expected spectre

The apparition imminent

Entreating her from its lair

Of punctured paper…….

Her flesh crawled with the mystery of its gesture

A silent giant

The stony face of Odin

Grimacing at the light fractured by the shredded paper hanging

She retreats

Assisted by obedient light

But her image is captured

Her vision is captured in the grip

The mythical shade’s hold on her mindful disturbance

Besmirching her naked perfection

Pallid and pure under tenuous fabrics

Seizing her forgotten doubts…

Like discontent bed linen miming in the lunar light

Silhouettes of her emotions

At his beck and call

The stony face of Odin

Staring from the punctured wall

Generous in silence

Clothed in static arabesques – ad infinitum –

The eyes of the wallpaper

She clasps her thighs

Her wrists pressing the folds

The calligraphy of her sex

Their eyes meet

“Oh my…!” she panted

Deranged with dissolution – the daughter to desolation

Astral blood in her heart

Astral turf at her feet

Psychic burial of resonance

An aural divisionism

The dappled palette of the rain

The soundless captivity of the phantasm

Outside

The Gotland Sea heaves –

A grim face at the window

Distant wrinkles on the oldest countenance

She heaves too – as if in assent

Her trembling breast

A sea within a sigh

A sigh of uncertainty

Odin’s face: a dark swell on the sea

Obsessing her

With cravings like shavings

The mute beast is unseen

Transfixed

The walls between

A hovering helicopter

And a convulsive fear in her

The stony face of an imaginary magician-god

Clouded in menace

Shadows on his visage

Mimic the arachnids

Now obscuring the conspiratorial sea from view

The morning’s spectral diversions

Answered with a monstrous metempsychosis.

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June 1981

Written around the time I saw Ingmar Bergman’s ‘Through a Glass Darkly’, and, in fact, the narrative and imagery are inspired by the film.

THE GIRL FROM BLUES AND FUGUES

A society of Indian music
University lawns hiss with mulitphonics
Strings of distant strings

Venturing forth to Mademoiselle Michelle
Elegant though ample
as she bends over the records turning

She
Stripped bare by the bachelor’s apartment
Post-prandial port
Superb subrette sibilated sagaciously
A domain of desirous duologues

Clutching in the aftermath
She whispers a promise

She faded into the night
cloaked
She slipped behind the curtain of farewell
As the coolness of the night
croaked

Long playing afternoons await
Dressed in leather and dark hues
The vinyl turns a fugue of fate
Into howling hopeful blues

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August 1, 1980

INDUSTRY OF FEAR (AND LOATHING)

Matter of factories…
Offices often

The unspeakable
The more-than-disagreeable
Pallid people of the industrial treakle
Bureaucratic smiles
Plodding through the aisles

These are men and women of lament
in the fabric of estrangement

The Pavlovian volunteers
They wag their ears
at the thought of a few beers
to quench their fears
Convert those tears
and salivate
That’s a good primate

“There goes the bell, Bill…
back to the treadmill”

With apathy they plod
Through uncaring passages they trod

A game
Dealt by the architects of despair
Engineers of anxiety
The manipulators of society
Graced with impunity
Laced with insanity
Designing a tragedy
Prolonged by the pawns of passivity
Not to mention the military

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May 13, 1981

A GEORGINA WEEKEND

…closing the book
Beethoven looks into the winter streets
The Archduke retires
Images of German cinema evanesce
Like smoke around the cornices
Of memory – in a living room mist

The din of the tin drum
Stops short….

I launch into the sodden street
Meandering passed the aromas of terraced dinners
Those residential layers
…and some potential anosmiacs saunter by
without a thought of it

And now it is raining monarchs…

I imagine the houses
Floating in a Mediterranean soup
Sullen symphonies shuddering through
The shivering inhabitants – building bridges

Discarnate characteristics
Hover over the pluvious corners and pavements
Greeting my footsteps
And the limits of my eyes

At the end of the street
near the Ashton warehouses
Is her sumptuously empty home
She is alone

She opens the door…
Sweeping strands
She brushes the house’s ghosts aside
Jostled by a stair descended

Gramophone is a jumpin’
Trumpet kings crackle
As they revolve
Rising in succession over the sofa
In quarter tones and blue notes

She with cool passion
Greets me
Embracing
Steamed to the act…….
Effervescent on the goose feathers

Outside
It is still raining monarchs

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June 5th, 1982

CANTICUM SUBTERRENUS

The silver screen

Hallucinating

Old boots and old clothes

Threads of circumstance

Decaying conditions inspire

A throbbing metropolis

Of dark corners

And crumbling mansions

Blinking

Neon

Faces

In the Sixties

Smiles of a feverish night

Shadows of New York counter-point

Etching boogie-woogie out of joint

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February 21, 1984

TRANSPARENCY OF FILMIC DEATH

Death recorded

The moment immortalised

Computated

Fate’s witness

Memory modules

Etheric bubbles all surrounding

Molecular models

in shifting geometries

Auras

Arcs

An astral projection protracted

Beyond the wall of sleep

Beyond the wall of living cognisance

A clairvoyant site seer

Now seeing the vainglory of Earth

Simulated death sequences

Took their toll

Bubbles of deceased souls

And discarnate minds

Suspended beyond thoughts of disbelief

All seeing the vainglory of Earth

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November 5, 1984

NAOMI

Eye of camera

Animation stilled

Willfully instilled

Distilled

Perplexed

A theatre in cracked masonry

Peering with the pores of paranoia

Naomi skips

Middle Earth names adorn her offspring

Conceived in a fantasy

Californian politics behind windowpanes

Jostle

She huddles in an angle of the quadrangle

Agitated dialogue masquerading as a monologue

Her tartan skirt whispers huskily

Almost as a breathtaking warning

Connoting the contingent antagonist…

The limits of rodential businessmen

Their media molehills

Disturbed by free association

After midnight the pipes gurgled

Like androids treading water

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1984 (?)

TIMESTEPS SHE
(aka AMBER IN WONDERLAND)

Just as the Kubrick film rolled

in timesteps

the clockwork

of oranges squeezed

dripping

measure out the degrees

she and I shared

tripping

minds

bodies

Lady Hunt

in skirts of Baroque clouds

with English glee

with marmalade lips

with Alice Liddell’s

wonderland smile

mingled with mock-turtle bewilderment

scurries and scuffles

in body-consciousness…

to embrace in clover

whatever will move her

…as Freud slips out the door…

preferably on the hoover

The dies irae echoes with electricity

Beethoven resonates in high fidelity

She and I on all fours

Through the garden doors

An invisible cinema unfolds

Set aflame by her tangerine drawers

The desire echoes electrically

The bliss of synchronicity

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June 10, 1985

NIGHTS ON EARTH

One more might on Earth
One of many more
Caffeine-smeared moments
Wine-stained rag where the ink dragged
Whisky threatened sketches
Of naked wenches

Escalators
Laced
With anecdotes serrated
Metropollinated responses fractionated

Weeks went sailing by
Sent a note to a wee wench waitress-wise
Soup steaming feet apart
Unmeasured unspoken unknown

Another night on Earth
A murmur of the heart – a Danish whisper in art

Another night on Earth
And she a grinning virgin
From Lebanon
A virgin of mirth
19 years on earth

Another night on Earth
Kraanerg
A semblance of equations
String unknown worlds together
Grind the Earth
Capture the dark matter
Through the portals stars scatter

Is Earth room enough?

With my Roman girl
Yearning unfurling
As we left the hall
of Mycenaean kings
As we spun from the harbour
With inspiration and ardour
For another sensory parlour

Another night on Earth
In the heat of the October evening
Rubbing rubbing
The invisible into sight blinking
She ambled in again
lights off and on
Bringing scents from Lebanon
Gingerly yet curiouser and curiouser
With eyes of blue steel
I turn to her
and gently feel


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1988-1989-1990

MAYAN CASTLES IN THE CLOUDS

Climbing

Etching in memory

The glyphs of lost cities

In my steps ascending

Turning

Winding

Right-shouldering a smooth stone wall

Like tracing neural pathways

In the distance

Over stone

Can be discerned

Half-obscured by clouds

A megalopolis of pyramids

The extending remnants of which

Wriggle like serpents through lagging mist

The closest edifice of past eras…

Active with sandalled ants

Peeved expressions on the builders

I turned

Angered and scornful

The tourists scaling the stairs below…

Appetites for human sacrifice on their lips

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February 2, 1990

BLUSH AND BLOOM

A brush with the unblushing
She
A visual soliloquy
In soft geometry
In arches of moving stillness
A yearning curving parabolae
Of static kinesis

Irony and finery

Kindled in a gesture
Of woodland women
With conjecture
To stoke the fire
In night vision so lush

Grey skies
On Bloom’s Day
Books and bookmen
Bundle away

A shared soliloquy
Pulses through reminiscence

From printed word of automatic thought
Into the breast of our beasts of vicarious retort

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1990

BEWAREHOUSE

Vagabond van facing the yachts

The tramp with a thousand places

Leafing through the Hero with a Thousand Faces

An unanswered question

now in autumnal avenues

and dissonance unquestioned

Anthropological afternoons

With harbour view half-truths

There was a Yellow House over yonder

With a walk-through vulva

What a wonder

With a labyrinth to plunder

A cinema of one’s own Mind

With black lights you’ll find

Travelling surrealism beckons many a pedestrian

Spanish Revolution carves its beans of human meaning

In macabre neural palaces of atrocities

Hispanic cinema rolls nocturnally

Under the canopy

Of astronomy

Mounting visions of our planet’s roof

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1991

MISS DYS

She was home
I caught the falling key
Opalesque rectangles of warehouse barren
I climbed the shattered Polanski stairs
We met flights above
Her life-drawing curves drawing near

Near to eye and hand – My corporeal collaborators
With them I had searched her landscape…
Figuratively speaking

What the eye had seen the mind had plundered
Like an Achean in a lost holy city
Round the corners the domes
With blackened finger
Making palpable the temple fountain triangular

Her blue Aztec Calendar eyes
Sweeping over me with their ambiguous consent
My body language dilates with diluvial intent

She shakes a leg quickstepwise
Steering me with invisible cord
From Welles floor
On to Huston floor
Noirish stories door to door

A syncopated melody nipples aria tickled by
Fortunate golden tresses
Almost argentiferous articles brushed to the bosom
Dainty dancer’s tap tap limbs
Magnificent in their feminine formidability
Impelling an invincible itinerary

Proud of her hobby horse – she points her milky-whites
Like moist marbles my gaze rolls down her porous pallidness
To meet with the object of her gesture:

A palingenesis of Apuleius
(Orohippus Satryriconus)
Lucius transformed
Her toy Trojan awaiting
her Valkyrian vulva
Diffusing gold dust

She
Guiding my musings
of ancient amusements
Through a gilded sculpted mist of myths

Warfare beyond death’s door

Troy
Valhalla
Madaura

L’age D’or

To her boudoir
A gothic shanty town
Mingled with Parisian bordello bawdiness
Rocking horse bedroom farce
Here we go round the plaster cast
Antics and acrobatics with alacrity

Antiques lands
in the aisles
Her nymphetique hands
Venetian smiles

She on scarlet silk waving the seventh veil impishly
I drag her across my face tantalisingly

My carnivorous fingers forage
Looking for a place to swim
Her milk and honey swivelled and skipped

Through the Jodorowsky door unhinged
Fringing the Latin quarter…
We nearly tripped

Tapdancing to the Fellini area
Her child-sorceress hands gleefully leading me into the Rank Xerox foyer
Where her painting of vulvas swings
Her Venusian perfection sings
Breathing breezing
The paint still drying

Scampering down the Kubrick corridors
The feverish images of woman
Flaming leaves in the tree of all seasons
Still glowing in the mind’s eye

Pedestrian flightpath receding Hitchcock corners
Her hand clutching mine
Still with singing sex in mind

Through the fire exit
This beauty delivers her pointing finger
To a lone memory
Here in the rust inferno
A fallen circus sparrow
A comrade – prey to urban erosion
Fate had chosen
The blood of an acrobat
A hole in iron corrugated
A soul confiscated

A twinge of remorse in those Clair de Lune eyes
Living for the memory of the night

…A chapter ended
A flight ascended…

In another niche of this wayward concretion
In a derelict shower room
Where many moons ago
Anonymous dogs met their doom
She demonstrates her rustic ablutions
With derring-do she administers a cold onslaught
With my lathered hands I build and contort
Glissanding around a flesh city supreme and thinking
Creaming succulent pink and twinkling
Squeezing kneading
With burning need
The boiling–point of seed

Staggering with her garments of lust –
we leave behind us –
the Buñuel department
Ahead of us –
the road to the Roma
Black coffees and Slavic cinema

And to dovetail the night
Vodka and brandy under stellar-light

We: figures in a lacerated landscape
On Antonioni observation decks supine
Look for Venus in the mind of the sky

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June 1991

DEATH AND THE INDUSTRIAL NIGHT

Sitting in relative darkness
Ruminating
A window arched
Reinforced glass
Arched before me
A hundred hexagons
In vitreosity

Iron bars – Staves of dead music
Bridle the wall
Vines of lattice life curling
Gnarled yet elegant
Scrawled scrawling
Creeper’s pen creeping
Straddling the rusted bars – Like a lover
Her branches of an unknown life

Sounds in the ear’s farthest fields
Particles of these
Abrading the air
Each cry utterance howl groan
Industrial yawn
Leaves a fingerprint
A wound
Leaves evidence
Of its offence
On the walls of silence

When the blood dries
The resonance falls – the shedding of dead cells

Distance is the styptic

Solitude like a knife in the dark

The landscapegrotesque
Beast of concrete-brick-steel
Dogma of surfaces
Making unconscious martyrs
Of all who walk
In its stale breath
The blinking sarcophagi of materialism…
The big sleep

Chilled by the industrial night…

A chain is pulled
And it seems by that motion
a signature is carved
in the bedrock
of this cataleptic townscape

Only silent pauses gave respite
The moribund organs of industry
Leave a pitiful echo

Outside…
The plants assembled
in conferences unheard
…In sublime detachment
they muse on the gibbous moon

A ritual in the dark

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May 5th, 1992

THE BEGINNING OF THE END (AFTER THX 1138)

Crumbling warehouses
Wornhouses
With no warning
Till the next morning

The dregs of Thursday 10th 11.38
Light bombardment…
Sensorial particles
Of late
Wonderment

Fade

Monochrome memories on stone surfaces

Carving a path
To the garden of peace
A hedge grove
Passed the mountains of hope
She in velvet darkness
We explored a labyrinth
Abbreviated
Pebbled ledges edges
Bifurcated
Ocean view through hedges
Lacerated

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March 5th, 1994

WE

Suicidal birds sing in the burning branches

Photogenic clouds clear

Laughing
Glistening …maybe listening

Our vision is a naked song
Our vision is a naked sword
Stripped of syntax
Laced with distance

We go down to the See-sawing Sea
Mouths of blind unseen shores

We go down to the See-sawing Sea
On the swings and roundabouts of distant shores

The terminus of Kronos

© DMR

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1995